Heart-shaped Candi

To be loved, to be loved 

when you're between relationships it can be lonely and long at times...even longer when everyone else is getting engaged and you are still very much single. I should be happy when the people I love and have watched love each other get engaged but it makes me...

Feel like the last of the Mohicans!!!! 

Everybody married getting divorced and telling me it ain't worth it and it's not wat it's cracked up to be an don't believe the hype...its a lotta married folk mot wearing wedding bands making it hard to identify the marked...and alotta tipping around going on<----Kinda makes ya wana stay single

Stay single? 

And do what???play wit myself??? Oh uhn uhnnn

Sleep around wit Mr.RightNow??? oh uhn uhnnn

If u still wit me I told y'all about Mr.Goodbar and briefly put ya on my prototype. I'm a scary hopeful romantic. Scary because im still entrapped in this self made fortress that was designed to keep everyone out but yet I don't wana miss my mista mista when he comes...hopeful because I do believe that real love still exist and that there is someONE out there just for me. *sigh* 

I need the very thing that I lack and that is patience

I know I'm not ready yet mentally or emotionally for my Mr.Goodbar. I'm still wounded from my past and DO NOT want that to affect what me and him will have.  I'm just so vulnerable now it's ridiculous. I wrote my self a note that said don't settle out of loneliness but I find myself doing just that....I need to pull back.....

Back to God and myself , the only two that can really love me